one of the boys....

the best part
of boy-hood
is being free to do
anything-----
get dirty

be silly

live loudly

and sweat-without
risking the
"tsk,tsk" of being
"unfeminine."

"Reminiscing..."

one of my
favorite lines
of Britney's song...
"if you love me so...
don't let me be the last to know..."

I've realize that
this line really fit into my
situation
back in high school days...
someone or
I may say some people did
something
to me that has a connection
with what the line
wants us to know...
once in my
life some people said that I did some things
that I don't know na nakakasakit na pala ako...

but should I really the one
who need to blame...
as far as I know
I never did something (on purpose)
that I know people would be getting hurt...
I never said any
evil words about someone...
especially on their back,

I am not saying that
I am that super inosente...
but they really leave
some sort of information that puzzle my mind...

on the first time
they told me something like
that...I just drop it, drop it like its no big deal

because
it is really no big deal that time...
'coz I really don't know what they are trying to say...
but I can't say that
they're angry with...
on the moment they told me
about that I can see that they just want
me discover something...
something that I don't know yet..
but they already know...